Dear Dad,

I've been feeling like rubbish the past few days
Often feeling so mixed, I stare into space.
I'm sure I shouldn't be feeling this way
But it's hard not to, cause of how things've unfolded.

We've gone a long long way
To build a friendship that's so deep, amazingly.
But it feels like it's on the edge now
And I feel distant, at times withdrawing.

I'm sure I shouldn't be feeling this way
Cause it's just not right of me.
I should learn to let go and not be 'possessive'
Lest you think I'm very cliquish.

Hmmm, maybe it's just moodswings
Maybe my period's coming;
That's why I'm feeling
The kind of emotions I'm having currently.

Everything said,
Still wanna thank you
For being the bestest friend
I could have ever made.

Now's time to go to school
After a good rest, yesterday
from the frightening injection.
Oh God,
It's gonna be Stats common test soon
And I'm gonna do well to glorify You!





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Have a good adventure ahead, Dad
I'm sure You'll be performing miracles and wonders everywhere!
It's a pity I cant join You there,
But if you've found anyone in need, and perhaps near me,
Please nudge me immediately
And I'll be right there!

Hear from You soon Dearest Dad!
I'll miss Your presence dearly
And oh, send Your angels to be with me today!

Signing off,
Princess Alison